cancer · grief · love · my sister

A million times over again

Your laugh replays in my heart a million times over again. Joy. Lightheartedness.

I see your face a million times over again in my mind. Freckle dusted.

As I venture into this new normal that is my life without you, I often stop just to close my eyes and see you again. The back of my eye lids are an on demand movie screen playing the remnants my brain has of you.

The aches of my heart resonate within my chest. Echo’s of my heart-break play endlessly.

I’m reaching all of the “that was a year ago” moments. ¬†Everything. All the moments we shared. All the last moments we would share. All of them. So precious. So bittersweet.

I wish I could tell you I love you a million times over again.

I wish I could hug you a million times over again.

Always a million.

“Well Krys, I guess a million of anything would technically make someone a millionaire”

“Well Kate, then I’m gonna make you a millionaire with my hugs & kisses”

How love rich we were blessed to be! A million times over again.

 

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