I tell myself to write. A lot. I tell myself if I write, I can get it out. I tell myself if I can just write once a week. It doesn’t even have to be about my grief. Just write anything. Get your mind going….just write…get it out… I just want to get all of… Continue reading Get it out….
Every decision is based on my children. I’m not looking for applause or anything of that nature. It’s more of an observation. Before I actually make a choice, in my mind I run through what the outcome could be with each child involved. There are parents out there who agree, saying that’s how parenting should… Continue reading Every decision
I’m not who you want me to be….. For the longest time, this sincerely bothered me. I kept looking at myself wondering what did I ever do wrong. Did I ever do anything right?? I’m not who you want me to be… I raked my brain wanting to know what made you not love me.… Continue reading I’m ok with that
I beat myself up too much. I did alot of outside observation of myself this year. Deep stuff. Actually detaching myself from the emotions and observing as if I were talking to or about another person. For reals, I tend to treat me like crap over the SMALLEST things. A good lesson to learn on… Continue reading 10 things I’ve been thinking about…
If you think and act like you are lesser, people will treat you that way. If YOU can not believe that you are worth anything, no one else will either. If you aren’t willing to see the marvels that you withhold, no one else will either. Our self worth is not left to someone else… Continue reading Lesser no more
At this stage in the game, I openly admit I have no regrets. Hard to believe. Most scoff when I say this out loud. Surely I must be lying. Surely there are sorted things in my past that will crawl back to haunt me. Or things I’m doing now that I will most certainly regret… Continue reading You’ll regret it
Native Americans knew long before our civilized minds had any concept on holistic/natural health alternatives. As a culture, the Native Americans have completely embraced the use of colors as medicine. It is a concept deeply ingrained in their practices. I’ve always loved colors but never thought of them as medicine. Recently I stumbled upon an… Continue reading Color as medicine