Because no matter what the fight was or why, I always loved you anyways.
You wouldn’t let go of my hand. Even when you were sleeping if I tried to pull away you stirred a bit and grabbed me harder.
I do my best to share you with the world. Always.
I don’t have the energy to hide it. My heart is so tired. So today I will not hide my grief, like I didn’t hide our love. I cry. It starts from nowhere, from nothing. There doesn’t have to be a reminder. No song. No scent. I have no positive spin on this. There is… Continue reading Complete darkness
I urge you to embrace ALL the love you receive in life.
Krystal, It is your “deathiversary”. I took a million steps back today. I just couldn’t. I couldn’t breathe. I couldn’t think. I couldn’t function. I got up. I was going strong. I was going to conquer my grief. I was going to be able to face this day with the strength of a million warriors… Continue reading Deathiversary (9-29-17)
Year 2: When grieving, other people seem to have a time frame for you. A time when they have become tired of your sadness, your struggle, you talking about your loved one. Our grief lasts much longer than the sympathy from others does. If you have a person in your life that has suffered a devastating… Continue reading Year 2